leaving again. ...

Not me. Peter. He is leaving for NTC and I am really feeling this now. i have tried hard to either, not think about the fact that he is going to be gone for almost all of July, or to think about the "vacation" time he gets when he comes back. We were going to be going to Cali in August to see our family, but now it looks like money will be just a little too tight by the time we get back. I hate money being tight so we have now decided that we are going to try to just go to Houston Texas to visit Garrett and Tiffany [Peters cousin and his wife]. We will see what happens though. I am just going to try and save as much as i can while Peter is gone and hopefully we will have enough to go somewhere! ♥ I am going to try and stay positive. We haven't been apart for more than 2 nights since January 28th. Yeah yeah yeah, i know. I NEVER enjoy being away from him. I am sure no woman likes to be apart from her love, but I especially do not like being apart from Peter. It is hard to breathe, and i always breathe better when he is around. I know he will miss me, but he is going to be busy. I am going to just try and be as active as i can with out spending money. HA HA yeah i know women being active without spending any money sounds like a joke. Actually there is a fitness center across the street where i can work out with out having to pay a gym membership. They also have a pool where i can swim and burn off some extra calories, while getting a tan, and I can Volunteer at the USO right around the corner which is free and I can have conversations with people! I am also going to hang out with some Army Wives i have met here and hopefully that will make my time with out Peter go A LOT faster! ♥ we will be 1,400 miles away from each other and then we will be together again. That is all I could ever ask for.